Where did I leave this first part? ... oh yeep, I remember now. 25 years to be precise since I decided to become a magician. Things don't happen just because. I am not a huge believer of fate, destiny or however you may want to call it. I do believe that our creator has a plan for us. I was taught recently that we are all perfect the way we are "we just can't see it" and that for sure was something that moved every single cell in my body and neurons in my mind to decide to b